Few months to go.
February 8, 2011 § Leave a comment
I wish I had more time. More time to give. But I don’t. So I can’t.
That’s hard to remember. That’s hard to practice. That’s hard to do.
Discipline is key now. Social interaction will have to take a back seat for now.
A part of me is glad that I will be needing to practice being alone.
A part of me is angry.
To get where I want to go in the long run I will need to be hard.
Strict guidelines will need to be put into place.
I will be made out as one that does not care.
That is exactly what I am afraid of.